Sleeping on my queen size bed like a baby - even alone in the house. I haven't had the PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) bullshit pop up at all which, if you have read me for a while or you know me, is a huge huge thing.
With my disorder , change can be an issue - especially a change that includes moving 2 hours away from everyone you know and love to live in a house you bought when you aren't even employed.
Part of me wonders why I am not huddled in a ball on the living room floor but then I realize, this is different. i am starting over and I am fantastic!
Finally got m cable hooked up so tonight I sat my butt down and watched a little C-Wench Anthony stuff, NCIS and My Phillies. YES! Worth every bit of pain in the butt stuff I went thru the past 2 days to get it.
Soon - i will have my car down here as well as my furniture. Then I will feel 100% like a beach person. Oh and maybe a trip to the beach would help too... LOL Yep - haven't seen the water yet but never fear, I will be there in the next few days.
After all, I've got all the time in the world to get stuff done.
Yep Life is Good!
Fantastic. PTSD is such a pain. Nice to hear the move is having a positive effect. Hope you can enjoy the beach soon.
ReplyDeleteThanks Ruth. It is surprising to me that it has. Guess that means i made the right decisions. I left my attacker in west chester and my mind finally accepts the fact that he can't get me here.
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