Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentines Day- single and loving it, in love or somewhere in between...Somewhere, somebody loves you more than you know. Celebrate that!

randomness...

Random thoughts on a windy day...


Maxin and relaxin on a cold and windy Sunday. Getting ready to get a shower WOOHOO - I cheer because my brother fixed my shower for me - big girls should not have to get baths - ya feel me?

Have you seen the commercial for the Dunkin Donuts Chocolate heart donut yet? I'm sorry but if I open up my mailbox and there's a doughnut in there... I am sure as hell NOT taking it out and eating it. LOL Come on!

I am psyched for the Grammy's tonight and curious how they will factor in the death of Whitney Houston. I have faith in LL Cool J and know he will keep it on track and respectful. I would actually like to see him host the Oscars some time. Ladies Love Cool James - did you know that's what LL Cool J stands for?

If I could be built like ANYONE famous ...it would , without a doubt, be Sofia Vergara. not thin, not big just curvy! I think guys find that 100% more sexier than a stick thin woman any day!

 If you are looking for acerbic wit and something that will make you laugh - try Blunt Cards - just hysterical!

www.bluntcard.com

Wish, Want, Need, Crave...

For me personally -


I wish...that I made enough money that i could pay all my bills and still have enough left over for food and a bottle of wine.


I want... a peaked roof and gutters on my house


I need...to finish my damn book, This is ME, Damn It...learning to survive and thrive with positivity.


I crave... Blarney Stone wings, mild, extra crispy w/ extra blue cheese please. Oh and a miller lite bottle 


I desire... a sz 6 body and perky boobs


If i could...go back to school I would in a heartbeat... and i would study forensic psychology


Since I should...clean my room, I will instead write my blog. (works for me)


Why I would...eat at fast food places is a mystery to me.


My heart... is in Pennsylvania but I love living at the beach so I am happy 

My brain...never, ever stops thinking.Which makes sleep difficult at times


My life... is in my control and only I can make it better.

My love... does not come easy, it must be earned and treated well. 

I miss... my peeps in West Chester, PA


If i didn't...eat fast food I might have a sz 6 body...see how that all connects?? LOL

I wear... flannel pajama pants when i am home. warm and comfy is key! 

yep - penguin flannels...right there

I eat... like a single person too much sometimes. I need to cook more.


I smile...a lot more lately than I used to...

I laugh... Loud and hearty and lately at my idiot dogs all the time. 

I believe...in God and angels and ghosts but question the idea of aliens


I dream... of winning the lottery and working for NCIS but only if Mark Harmon was my boss. 




The world in general...

I wish...that people would accept that gay or straight it's all the same love.


I want... a world where race, religion, and sexual orientation didn't matter, just the kindness in your soul. 


I need... to remind people that the size of your bank account does not make you a better person.


I crave... a world where anyone could get Blarney Stone wings whenever they wanted... yep still on those wings


I desire... a cure for cancer


If I could... offer every abused woman safe haven I would. Why can't the US do this? 


Since I should...tell every woman to get a CA 125 test for early ovarian cancer detection, I have signed on to be studied by a oncology group out of Philadelphia.

Why I would...take a job making less than 1/2 what I used to make is why the US is in trouble and no one can spend any money.


My heart...knows that at it's core, there is true good in the world.


My brain... suffers from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder because not enough government money has gone towards furthering research into this disease.


My life...MY CHOICE! F U Rick Santorum and all the other republican bureaucrats who want to tell me otherwise!


My love... for men is the way I was born, not a choice I made. Same goes for anyone who is gay. Realize that people.


I miss...when the US had respect for the President


If i didn't... fight back, I would be a murder statistic, instead of a violence survivor. Teach every woman how to fight back now!


I wear... my pants pulled up, why can't the rest of the US population. (I am looking at you young man)

I eat...too many chemicals in food I think is safe in a country that should be doing better at policing itself.


I smile...even tho I have never been able to afford good dentistry -even with dental insurance. Wake up dental industry.


I laugh...at the republican candidates that should not even be able to run for dogcatcher , let alone President. (I'm looking at you Newt Gingrich)


I believe...that President Obama is doing the best he can with what he's been allowed to do since our party lines are so negatively divided.

I dream... of a country where woman and children are safe from domestic violence and everyone, regardless of race, religion, sexual orientation or bank account, is treated equally.

Let it snow...

Our first measurable snow here in Slower Lower. Perfect! A lazy Saturday night in and outside the storms's a brewing. Love it!

this is supposed to say "YaY"... hmmmm

beautiful, quiet and sparkly! I know most every one else who can get snow has had some but here at the beach it's not that common an occurrence. 

There is just something about the quiet of the snow falling... it's like the world is hushed by the beauty.

RIP Whitney Houston...

Wow! 48 years old, Whitney Houston has died. 6:55 pm EST (3:55 in LA) at the Beverly Hilton in her room. They are saying no foul play is suspected and no cause was immediately apparent.


RIP Whitney. We will ALWAYS love you!

DO NOT MOVE THE LAPTOP...

Sooo my laptop charger doesn't always work in my laptop anymore. I don't know if it's the laptop or the actual charger and I refuse to spend the money to replace the charger if it still won't work.  And it's seriously pissing me off. 


I finally, tonight ,got it to hit all the right spots and start charging again and now i seem to have a laptop that i can't move... at all. If the dogs come near it and brush up against the cord i could lose the connection, like i did this weekend. Which means that i am back to surfing the web on a 7inch notebook that i use to do quickbooks for a friends business. Have you ever tried to use a 7" screen? When you already wear glasses to see??

 GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH


So now I am trying to write as much as I can while I can. Which means the book is taking precedence over the blog. So life, lets see where it's been going. I am still working at my job, 40 hours a week - still taking training classes along with being on the phone and the pay is still crap.

 I am having a hard time living on it.

i am counting down the days until my daughter gets married - 12- and until my besties come down to my beach house for our annual Oscar's Weekend Extravaganza - 18! Fun , friends and lots of drinking games...

Rainbow Shots

My new drinking fountain...

Battleshots... yes!

I will be trying to make this for fun and games over oscar's weekend. But we'll be doing shots of beer - we are way too old to be doing real shots to this extent. LOL

Yes I am excited about the wedding too, but I don't share a lot about her life on here - so sorry, no details. 

So now I try to get enough sleep since I'm getting up at 5:30 ish and i love staying up for Jimmy Fallon or Craig Ferguson. I usually end up stretching out on the couch to "relax" and falling asleep for a few minutes before I get up and go to bed. Sometimes it's 10:30, sometimes it's 11 but I am tired.

 I set four alarms so I don't over sleep and I manage to get to work 15 minutes early every day.

So as long as I can keep my laptop charged I will be posting a lot more blogs. They are all sketched out and I just need to finish them and post.

Hoping your January and February have been fun and full of love. 

  

I've been a bad blogger...

I know ... random much? Ha! I do so love this picture tho. Me sainted gran-da would be tellin' me "Now that's how you drink The Guinness me love" 

So where have i been?   Training non stop at the new job working all kinds of funky hours. Then there was Christmas, and the loss of some wonderful people who all passed away too soon.

Travels home for the holidays and visits from friends and family here. Sometimes when I get home at night my brain is so fried it's all I can do to talk to the dogs. BUT i noticed the change in my moods, the need to express being stymied. I bought journals and never wrote in them. I took pictures I never shared. I spent way too much time on facebook or watching Investigation discovery channel or NCIS and found myself numbing out instead of focusing on what was good and important.

Broke , as usual, I found myself wondering how I could be so poor when I was working 40 hours a week and when I was on unemployment I could make ends meet. It's a sad state of affairs and one that can be changed... but only I have the power to do that. After 2 years of not working a secure steady job I have now found one, but the joy of living at the beach means that the pay is 50% less. 


I haven't been writing when i should because my free time, my muse if you will,has been replaced by reality. But if you're lucky enough to live at the beach, you're lucky enough... and I seemed to forget that for a few weeks.


So I'm back and I have an overflowing brain of things to write. The book is still simmering and is on my goal list. Life is still a beautiful, wild, lovely state of affairs and I've finally kicked my own ass enough to be able to realize that again...every day. 


And so I write.