So spent a lot of time with myself in my head this past weekend and week. Sewing all nighters for Eagles jerseys means music's playing, brains working and thoughts I manage to push aside most of the time pop into my brain to be dissected and examined. The psychologist/coach part of me says "good for you! Embrace those thoughts, deal with them and get rid of them..." The strong silent part of me says "hide those feelings & stop thinking about this shit- make it go away" . Then there's the stoic Irish part of me which says "Feckin shite -drink a damn beer & get the hell over it already girl". (my irish part likes beer...)
All of it pisses me off and makes me want to write about it but I find that I am self censoring myself which pisses me off even more. I should be able to talk about anything I want on my blog - after all this is me damn it... BUT something's holding me back so i turn to music.It's all in the words... A few songs that are speaking to me - that I will allow to speak FOR me here...for now.
Kenny Chesney - Somewhere With You
Missy Higgins - Where I Stood, acoustic live version
Mumford & Sons - White Blank Page
Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova - Falling Slowly from the movie Once
